In the middle of...

Well, I am still alive. Just not posting, not eating well, not exercising. But I am doing anything else. Like living. Maybe later someday I will post about my summer (aka June-August), which was not very exciting. Just couple trips and a lot of laziness. I am still the same, nothing new to report. Still no kids, no husband :D
As you can see, I am back to the magic 78 kg zone... Probably I am cursed. Poor the 78' girl :D Yesterday I was asking myself, what I am doing wrong. I still don't know. Just one thing - I don't respect myself. I have never realised before, what actually means to respect yourself. So does anybody know what I should do to learn how to respect myself? I am considering seeing the therapist. Maybe s/he could say what the respect is.

I've started reading John Grisham. So I am gonna post the names of the books, I've read. Well, for myself, as I have poor memory and usualy forget the titles :)

• The Client. A little boy sees the suicide of the lawyer, who before his death manages to tell the boy where the body of killed senator is hidden. Now the boy is in danger, cause he knows a secret, which can imprison one mafioso, who doesn't want to go to the prison. (LT)
• The Rainmaker. Young lawyer gets a huge case, which can make him a lot of money or can show the truth to the world. He must choose: money or truth. Will the insurance company take the blame for the death of young man? (LT)
  
• The Street Lawyer. One day a lawyer is taken hostage by a homeless man. The homeless is killed by the police. The lawyer is interested in the story under this whole hostages situation and starts researching. Finally he understands that all the time he was on the wrong side and begins working for the homeless. (EN)
• The Brethren. Story is divided into two parts: one is about three imprisoned ex judges who from the prison blackmail gays and the other is about successful senator running for the president of the States. Finally, these two stories collide. (LT)
  
• The King of Torts. Lawyer, who works for the state as the prosecutor drops this job and starts working privately as the torts lawyer. His first case is not morally right, but well-paid and profitable. He starts taking more and more torts and then loose everything. (LT)
• The Broker. Ex broker, very powerful man, now is prisoner. But he is realised from the prison and becomes an open target. He knows a secret and the government of the USA puts him in the safe-house in the Italy. I just love all these stories about Italy, Bologna. (LT)
• The Innocent Man. I am reading this book now. It is real life story about an innocent man who was sentenced for the death of young girl just because the police and the court needed someone to blame. (EN)

That's it :)