Monday, November 06, 2006

Weigh in

77.4 kg today, so this means loss of 0.5 kg. Very unexpected. I thought I would gain again, as I wasn't very good food wise and exercised just twice. Well, a surprise... I just could imagine how much I could have lost if I had done everything perfectly (well, tenses are not my forte).

Did I mention I hate winter? Oh, yeah, twice... And I still hate it. In the morning I thought today would be just one more cold windy day, but now... it started to snow and turned to snowstorm and finally to hail. Sure winter is lovely season when celebrating Christmas or for skiing, it is nice in the evening when you sit with a cup of hot herbal tea and look through the window into the falling snowflakes. But it is horrible when you have to go somewhere. And surely we have. I was going to the university today and thinking "I am not going to do that tomorrow, tomorrow I'll be more clever, I will go there by the car". It is just 15 minutes on foot for me to reach the uni, so it would be a huge waste to go there by car. But again it so unpleasant weather.

Maybe I just should move to some other country, where is no winter, just summer throughout the year. I could lie on the beach all the time, there the sun would always shine and the nature would always be green and I would be happy. As now I am always complaining about everything. Don't think I am so unhappy person. I think there are more nice things in my life than bad, but somehow it happens I can't stop complaining.

Yesterday I made a trip to the shops. I needed warm boots for the winter. I still need as there weren't anything I could buy. But I bought a shirt. Pink one. And it was size M. Today I have arranged my clothes and realised strange thing - mostly I wear size L and some clothes are M. I am not XL anymore. But if now at 78 kg I am L/M, so what size will I be when I weigh 65 kg? Size S? Me? That's smth too strange for me to understand.

In the German class today I have learnt two new words (there have been more of them): traurig and glucklich, which means sad and happy. And the teacher asked me: "Bist du traurig oder glucklich?"( Are you happy or sad?) I really didn't know the answer and not because I didn't understand the meaning of question. Am I happy? Or not?

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