Am I stupid?

Or not? Or maybe I just don't know how to use Blogger. I still can't change my weight ticker. As the html is not working... Plus I think I am stupid as I don't understand the simple thing - I have to learn to pass the exams. My dumb brains think I don't need to read books and memorize. Maybe I could change them to smth better and more clever. I should offer that on eBay :)

It seems Christmas is going to be snowless. It is not cold enough to have snow but not warm enough not to have poodles and dirt. I am going to buy Christmas gifts next week, just still not sure what to buy. My presents to my Dad from 3 last Christmas now lie in the bottom of the drawer, literally. Killing work.

LMS, thank for leaving such a nice comment ;) I liked your photos from USA too, just I was not confident to leave a comment. It seemed you had a great journey. I would like to visit the biggest towns of States too, just I guess for me it would be more convenient to drive on the right side. Driving on the left side would be scary, so I guess, I shouldn't rent a car if visit Australia :)

Now about the hair loss. Sorry if this paragraph doesn't seem very appealing. Did anybody experience serious hair loss? I can't stop it. My hair has been falling out for about 5 months now. And I have been taking vitamins and using special shampoo for 4 months. But it is still falling. Now I have just about a quarter or even less of my original hair volume. The reason is not my diet - I eat enough proteins and fibre, and it can't be the water or diseases. The only explanation is stress. But how should we prevent stress in nowadays world? Well, to say the truth, my hair is growing, just not the new ones. During these months of taking pills, my hair has grown about 15 cm. It would be ok, if the same thing doesn't happen in the other places, not just head. I don't have too much money to spend on depilation.

A gap...

What have I been doing these weeks? Nothing. Every Monday I was afraid to see how much I weighed so I just skipped. This morning I said to myself: Enough, let's look. And I did thet. Thanks God it is a loss :) So I have lost another bit - 0.7 kg and now it is 76.7 kg.

Nothing new to comment. This weekend I wanted to see some new movie. However I didn't want to wait some time for any good and famous one and went to 'Step up'. Hm, a bit boring and made me sad. This type of movies can't be allowed to watch alone. Really, that makes a huge harm for your self confidence. There were only pairs watching it. Well, actually they did everything except watching the movie.

Smth wrong with the blogger, I can't change some adds of the layout, I can't see my tags. I hope tomorrow it will be ok and I will be able to put everything in order.

I have made another before after photos album. It is http://public.fotki.com/smthtoshare/weight-loss/ and the password is vitutia. Feel free to look over it.

Bye.

Weigh in

77.4 kg today, so this means loss of 0.5 kg. Very unexpected. I thought I would gain again, as I wasn't very good food wise and exercised just twice. Well, a surprise... I just could imagine how much I could have lost if I had done everything perfectly (well, tenses are not my forte).

Did I mention I hate winter? Oh, yeah, twice... And I still hate it. In the morning I thought today would be just one more cold windy day, but now... it started to snow and turned to snowstorm and finally to hail. Sure winter is lovely season when celebrating Christmas or for skiing, it is nice in the evening when you sit with a cup of hot herbal tea and look through the window into the falling snowflakes. But it is horrible when you have to go somewhere. And surely we have. I was going to the university today and thinking "I am not going to do that tomorrow, tomorrow I'll be more clever, I will go there by the car". It is just 15 minutes on foot for me to reach the uni, so it would be a huge waste to go there by car. But again it so unpleasant weather.

Maybe I just should move to some other country, where is no winter, just summer throughout the year. I could lie on the beach all the time, there the sun would always shine and the nature would always be green and I would be happy. As now I am always complaining about everything. Don't think I am so unhappy person. I think there are more nice things in my life than bad, but somehow it happens I can't stop complaining.

Yesterday I made a trip to the shops. I needed warm boots for the winter. I still need as there weren't anything I could buy. But I bought a shirt. Pink one. And it was size M. Today I have arranged my clothes and realised strange thing - mostly I wear size L and some clothes are M. I am not XL anymore. But if now at 78 kg I am L/M, so what size will I be when I weigh 65 kg? Size S? Me? That's smth too strange for me to understand.

In the German class today I have learnt two new words (there have been more of them): traurig and glucklich, which means sad and happy. And the teacher asked me: "Bist du traurig oder glucklich?"( Are you happy or sad?) I really didn't know the answer and not because I didn't understand the meaning of question. Am I happy? Or not?

People

What I actually want to talk today about is the people I admire. And these are three girls, three bloggers, three weight-losers. I am sure they all are well known to you: Kenz, Philippa and Nicky :) Every day when I log on my computer, I log on just to check if there is a new post of these girls. They keep me inspired, make me understand that if they can, I can too. I have been reading Nicky's blog for over two years now. When I first found it, I thought that she is so determined. Her posts are so joyful, always full of optimism, of action. It was Philippa, who inspired me to start a blog (well, not directly). I was so amazed of her weight loss journey. It seemed that she had no trouble in losing and maintaining, but I am sure it was as hard to her as to anyone of us. I found Kenz's blog about 5 months ago. She is really determined to reach her goal and she really does look amazing after losing 3 sizes (or maybe more). I like not just her writing style, but her dressing style too. I know I am not fluent writing in English as much as I want. I am fluent in my native tongue and I like writing diary or essays, just it is hard to express my thoughts in other language, when you actually first of all have to translate every word.
So what I wanted to say, is these girls are amazing ;) Good luck to them.