So as you can see I've lost half of my unwelcome kilograms. I am halfway there... I am not sure if 65 kg (24.1) is really my goal weight. My supergoal would be 53 kg (BMI 19.7) , I guess. When I thought about me as a slim person, I always thought this weight was a good idea. And now I am not sure. I have never been lower than this 77 kg weight. I am afraid I won't manage to lose anything. Today I reached 3 my goals: BMI is lower than 30 (it is 28.9), halfway and now I weigh less than I did on the 15th of February, 2001. So now I weigh less than then I was 14. Well, great, isn't it?
On the other hand today is the worst day ever. Well, I have a car... I live in the dormitory, so there is not any parking place, but there a lot of cars. So we have to leave them on the grass, or actually, ex-grass, as there is no grass anymore. I have been parking my car there for about two years now and everything was ok. Just today I got summons because of violation of administrative law. I have to pay fine of 150 LTL... (This is about 50 USD). Sure, it can look like not a lot, but to me it is important. I can live with that money for about a month. And now I don't have this much... I feel weak and hopeless now... I hope this changes soon.
See you in better times
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