Winter..

The first snow this winter... Even it is still autumn. It is cold outside, and I have no wish to go for a walk or just to a shop nearby. It is much better to do that in the car. Oh and plus I am ill with the flu... Maybe that's how I can explain this week's gain. Or maybe I just was too lazy. O the first half of week I lived on my own, without mommy's food but with my exercises. And the weekend... I came home. That's a huge mistake. And now I have the result. I still feel weak, have cold, but I hope to correct my behaviour and this gain. Although a gain of 0.3 kg is not that bad, I feel guilty. Actually, when I eat wrong food I fee lazy to exercise and then I feel guilty and then I eat even more. Vicious circle. And I am a bit crazy too :D

I am so not into the winter. I want summer back!!! Now I have to change the tyres of my car, as it is slippery on the road and it needs bigger grip... So incidental expenses.

The Halloween is coming (in the States) and here we have holidays too. Just this day is called Holiday of all Saints and it is intended to hallow your gone relatives. Then people grace cementary with flowers and candles, visits graves of their precious gone people.
Ok, so it's time for me to get back to the bed as I feel cold again.

Good luck.

Halfway

So as you can see I've lost half of my unwelcome kilograms. I am halfway there... I am not sure if 65 kg (24.1) is really my goal weight. My supergoal would be 53 kg (BMI 19.7) , I guess. When I thought about me as a slim person, I always thought this weight was a good idea. And now I am not sure. I have never been lower than this 77 kg weight. I am afraid I won't manage to lose anything. Today I reached 3 my goals: BMI is lower than 30 (it is 28.9), halfway and now I weigh less than I did on the 15th of February, 2001. So now I weigh less than then I was 14. Well, great, isn't it?

On the other hand today is the worst day ever. Well, I have a car... I live in the dormitory, so there is not any parking place, but there a lot of cars. So we have to leave them on the grass, or actually, ex-grass, as there is no grass anymore. I have been parking my car there for about two years now and everything was ok. Just today I got summons because of violation of administrative law. I have to pay fine of 150 LTL... (This is about 50 USD). Sure, it can look like not a lot, but to me it is important. I can live with that money for about a month. And now I don't have this much... I feel weak and hopeless now... I hope this changes soon.

See you in better times

Christmas Challenge: First Day

I know I am soo late for that type of challenge as there are left just 9 weeks till Christmas. But I want to lose these 5 kgs. I don't expect a lot as late autumn and winter is always the worse time for me to exercise or eat healthy food. Ok, so no more than 1500 kcal for me per day, three times a week cardio and two times strength workout. Oh and at least 1,5 l water per day.
It sounds funny, but I am dependant on scales and weighing in. At least three times a day. So this week I am going to try not to weigh in at all till the next Monday. I have just hidden the scales so they won't capture my attention :)

This morning I got up and got ready to go to university. And then I noticed there was no electricity. It was ten o'clock. So I skipped my school as I couldn't have driven out through the gates as they were electric-power driven. Not funny at all... I had to sit at home till 5 pm. Booring... The computer, TV, stove, microwave... Nothing worked...

I weighed in this morning - 78.6 kg. It's a start :)

Ciao miei amici ;)

I am back

Hello after such a long time :) Well it's already fall here (and maybe spring somwhere else). My last post shows my real personality - ladies and gents let me present you the sluggard of the year (no, of the century) - ME. Yesterday I was writing my diary and thought why I didn't do that here. Hard hard question and easy answer. So you have already known the answer :)
Anyway, I'm happy to be here again. In fall I feel kind of depressed (and actually I feel depressed all the time, except in summer) so I am going to make you feel the same. Joking :)
My summer wasn't very adventurous but it was nice time just because it was summer. Sometimes boring, sometimes not, but always hot and shiny. I was on the small trip to Italy - just a week and a half. But it was amazing. Now I have a new dream - I want to spent my honeymoon in Venezia. Sure, I don't have a husband yet, but there is plenty of time (I hope there is, as I've heard gossips that after 100 years there will be no Venice - it is going to be drowned).

This year at university I've started learning two new languages - Italian and German. Oh well. comparing to these two, English is sooo easy. But I really enjoy learning them. Maybe I had to choose other profession instead of Law... Maybe languages :)

I am not sure about my weight now. Well I am somewhere in 80s. I am going to weigh in on Monday, so then we will see. Oh, one more thing I want to share - I came to like exercising. I just hate going to gym. :D But I have to make myself to love it or at least to attend it :D

See you soon

Arrivederci ;)