Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Summer...

Today there was horrible storm. As at that time I was sleeping, woke up very scared and didn't understand what was happening. Huge lightening, thunder. I thought it was the end of my days :D and now the sun is shining and the sky is clear and blue. Like April weather, when it is already the end of May.

Today I got up at seven. Too early for me. After several hours I suddenly felt very bad. And still don't know if it is because of getting up so early or maybe I ate something bad yesterday. I still feel weak.

I feel guilty about the lack of posts or comments on other blogs. There are about 30 people, whose blogs I read everyday. And I'm afraid of commenting. Most of bloggers are friends, they know each other very well and can say lovely things, when I feel the odd one. Plus the language barrier. Now I have been learning English for 11 years, but yet it is not my native tongue, I don't speak everyday it. Actually this year I absolutely don't use simple words or phrases, just legalese. I think I am good at creating various stories, I like writing diary, but all these things are being done in Lithuanian. So sorry for me being so unsociable :)

It is strange to tell everybody about my weight struggles. I have always been trying to hide that I feel uncomfortable about my weight. So that's why I don't talk a lot about that :)
This week I lost just 0.6 kg :( precious little.

That's all for now. Good luck ;)

3 comments:

Amanda said...

don't be scared of commenting! The only way ppl are going to get to know you is by making yourself known. Don't worry about the language either, you're doing great.
600gms is great, every little bit helps :)

Jac said...

I think your english is great! And if there are a few gramatical errors, it only adds to your charm!! It's nice to read, actually :) You're doing really really well - make sure you stay proud of those "little precious" losses - to me they're huge!

Anonymous said...

Hi Vita :o)

Thanks so much for your comment. It is a little comforting to find other bloggers going through the struggles on re-gaining weigh and losing it again.

I like your comment about having enough time to become fit before I am a bridesmaid. Perhaps I should focus on my fitness and not so much on the kgs... A lot of progress can be made in 3 months hey?!

Good luck with your journey and dont be shy with the comments!

xxx

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